i never felt so empty like this.. i wanna be with someone... i dont care if she's not cute... not sweet..... not sexy...... i just want some normal girl to be with right now.....

i started the day with looking for more tutorials for making a..big exclusive website? uhm...i just registered a domain. "http://pamelaann.com", its kind of frustrating...i dont know where to start..i feel like i cant finish it (hunger for inspiration?),*i'll just try to put more effort on it tmr.^_^ i've been dreaming this same dream over and over again.. its about the sad movie i watched in arirang...err.. i'll make the summarize short!!^_^ its about three people, two couples and one girl. the girl like the guy so much..even though the guy already have already a gf...(not sure about the gf thing..all i know he already liked someone and they are close or something like that),."di ko kasi naumpisahan e!" the girl did everything she can to get the guy..but the guy dont really like her....and the guy starting to get annoyed at her..and um...so the guy told the girl "if you really love me, please leave me alone" then...next day, the girl killed herself...the guy then realized something... he likes her too... then he rushed to her place, but when he arrived, someone told him, she moved out of the place already... (but actually she's inside......dead....) then a very sad song played... the movie ends? with me with tears in the face.. in my dream which keep on repeating.... "i was the girl....who died.." ^_^.. err so the end! eeek.. i ran out of ro card ;_;

We all know that it's hard to let go... Here are a few tips on how you can let go of that certain someone...

1. Think about other things Don't think to much about her/him. If you do, that will surely increase the pain of letting go. Of course, it's up to you whether you shall ignore him/her or just talk to her/him a little.

2. Relax. Go grab some Diskman and headphones, bikes, piano, guitars, PS2 or anything you like! Don't be too thight of letting go. Go do what you want to do. Doing this is sure to lessen deppression.

3. This may end up bad, but... Think about the negative attitudes he/she has. I warn you, this may end up you hating that peson, but if you wanna let go, this may be the best and the worst resort.

4. Think of the past. You survived without her/him in the past, so can't you do it again?

5. Look for other persons. As the saying goes, there are many fishes in the sea. Look for others that you may find interest in. AND THE MOST IMPORTANT...

6. Discover your true feelings. Is it puppy love, or do you really love her? Infatuation or true love? Reflect on this, flashback if necessary.

If you can't do any of these, then sorry, dude... You really love that person. If you try harder to get away from her, that will hurt you more... The4 choice is up to you...

- got from him

Fast Fact of the Month: Chewing gums in Singapore is not allowed.

I got this pic from her. It's so cute. aye? ^_^

I feel like throwing up. I just finished the French presentation. Hah. Groupmates, thou shalt be proud of me tomorrow.

I realized I haven't had a meal for days now. I've been living on fries and bits of sandwiches and crackers.

Wow.

Such a shame.